Today I’m just sick of it all. I’m seriously conscidering moving to Jönköping. I conscidered it back in 2002 or 2003 but it didn’t happen. Now I think it’s more doable and I need it much more now than I did back then. And now I live a lot closer to Jönköping than I did back then. Going there by car takes about one and a half or two hours so if I lived there I’d still not live too far away from my family. Jönköping is a very nice city and the nature surrounding it is absolutely stunning. The city is situated next to Sweden’s second largest lake and surrounded by a lot of hills and deep forests. If you’re swedish you know who John Bauer is. He actually lived in Jönköping so his paintings are based on the nature there. Trollskogar! I think I’m going to start looking for a apartment there as soon as possible because this town just isn’t working for me. I hated it from the very first day and still I’ve lived here for almost four years. If things are bad, change them! And I will. This time I fucking will.