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I’ve been sitting here for ten minutes trying to figure out what to write without making it sound too whiny and emotional. Let’s just say I’m utterly and painfully unhappy right now. It’s this town, it’s what I do, it’s what my life has become. Sometimes it hits me. What I once thought my life would be like when I was 25. This is not what I pictured. I’m never really happy but lately I’ve been more depressed than usual. I guess it’s the winter depression that has finally hit me, again. I always feel like shit this time of the year but no worries, in march when I notice the first sings of spring I’ll feel alive again. Too bad march is three months away.
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Really sorry about what youre going through now
We don’t have winter here but yeah I guess it’s the cold season that makes you extra emotional and sensitive about things? I dunno.. but I do hope you’ll feel better soon though. It’s really hard to get over sadness. Just try to think of happy thoughts, I guess?
Aww, hopefully you’d find a way to cheer yourself up even while you feel down. Watching funny videos/looking at pictures of cute animals always cheer me up.
Wow, so sorry you’re feeling down. Hopefully your friends and family will be able to cheer you up before March.
Hope you’re feeling better, soon the darkest day is past and spring is on its way. can’t believe its almost christmas!
I dislike christmas in general though, but it’s kind of cozy having a bunch of candles lit and reading a book under a blanket. /hug
I feel the same way you do. My depression multiplies in the Winter months. When it isn’t snowing it’s raining and that usually makes for a dreary day anyway. It’ll pick up, I’m sure. I get really sad living where I do now. What I wouldn’t give to live overseas or in a different continent.
Yeha. I’m tired of the US. Uhoh, hope I’m not considered a terrorist (=
Ah, chin up, this too shall pass. I hate it when I get like that…everything stops and I quit giving a shit.
California doesn’t have winters anymore…feel free to visit. I’ll introduce you to Mickey Mouse.
It happens from time to time, but really think about what you can do to improve yourself if you did not picture yourself to be how you are now. Perhaps a new hobbie, or look for something better. Truthfully, I do nolike fall or winter. I prefer spring and summer.
sorry about your mood. i hope you feel better. im the opposite. this time of the year, i feel hyper.
hope you fee better!
I can understand the winter blues. I get them more when school starts & I’m faced with reality. I’m on break so it’s a bit easier. Still, I hope you cheer up. Distract yourself with other things &/or evaluate life & change it how you see fit. Keep your chin up.
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Wow, that really sucks. I’ve noticed I tend to feel more depressed during the summer –especially in July because of my birthday– for very similar reasons: I always feel my life didn’t evolve like I wanted it to, or that I could have accomplished so much more. I truly hope it gets better for you *hugs*
Aww – I’m sorry that you’re feeling down. *hugs* I’ll admit that I sometimes don’t feel as if I’m where I wanted to be at my current age. I think most of us have felt that way at some point or another. I’m sure you’re doing fine.
Am I the only one who gets happier in Winter? *lol*
I know what you mean about that winter feeling, SAD always affects me, I think this is the first year I haven’t been moping about and being depressed about all the crap in my life…if I could fast forward to summer, it’d have passed you a remote to do the same
That’s a terrible way to be feeling
Perhaps you should look at each thing in your life individually and see if you can make any small changes to make yourself feel better. I’m with you on the winter depression though. Winter is evil!
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I’m really sorry about the way you’re feeling right now
But remember that winter has that effect on a lot of people, and it will pass 
If you’re not happy with your life, you could always try to start making small changes 
That sucks that you are depressed. Do you live alone? That is always difficult. Especially if you don’t force yourself to go out with people and have fun now and then. That was like me last year. I didn’t feel like I had anyone to go hang out with because I was living in a new town. But this year is great because I live with someone who loves to go out and do things. She can’t stand staying in the house so there isn’t time to get depressed.
I completely understand about winter depression, I am going through the same thing and I hate it so much.
It makes me feel like I’m stuck in the house, I can’t go out much because it’s to cold, and since I have asthma, it’s not good for me.
And I bet you feel board sometimes.
everyone has this ‘whiney’ blog once in a while.. I hope it is just winter, and if it isn’t maybe it is time to do something new?
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everyone has a whiney blog once in a while… but when you say depressed, i dont think that’s very whiney…
maybe you just need some sunlight and someone to talk to
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I love winer, *hugs*
Awww
I hope you cheer up soon,
Ah, when I am 25…wait…thats like 10 years away >.< I don’t even know what I will be doing in an hours time let alone 10 years xD
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Awe I hope you feel better, I’ve felt like that a lot over the past month. You can always come bug me! I’ll listen! <3
Aw I hear ya. It’s summer here, but it’s been raining all of today and I’m just so down and glummy.
I understand you. The winter makes me feel really rubbish as well.