Sometimes I’m hit by this extreme nostalgia and all I want to do is travel back in time and be eighteen again. In so many ways that was the best time of my life. Things are much more complicated now and god knows I’m not the easygoing person I used to be.
I was just looking at old photos from when I was in high school and I realized how much I miss the people I used to hang with back then. Since I moved away from Västerås five years ago I’ve lost contact with almost everyone I knew back then. I have some contact with a couple of my high school friends but it’s very sporadic and the friendship we once had is almost gone. Some people who meant the world to me I have no contact with whatsoever.
It’s sad and it hurts. Why did I let them go? Why did they let me go? I’m not a person who easily forget about people. If someone have been a beloved friend that person will always be a beloved friend, even if it’s just in my memories.
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Same here. I want to be back when everything was just free. I wished to go back when I was really young, maybe elementary school aged. Life was easier back than and everything was simple as a yes or no. Now, everything we do, we have to think over again and see if it’s reasonable to do it. *sigh…*
Take care<3
I miss my friends from highschool. Even though the majority of them turned out to be the farthest thing from friends (when your best friend sleeps with your boyfriend, says you brought it on yourself and then proceeds to tell everyone how horrible you are just because she’s jealous – not so good of friends), I look on those times to be some of the best in my life so far. I certainly don’t miss highschool itself, though. Getting beaten up daily by the rugby team and have my teachers treat me like an unstable possible Columbine case… yeah, certainly don’t miss that.
Maybe try to reach out to these people? If they use Facebook or e-mail… try to reach out somehow and see if they respond.
aww Angelica *hugz* I just got out of high school and I already miss them but it’s true.. you lose touch with them eventually… but I hope that you can initiate the spark again! Some are probably wondering the same thing too…
I can relate, I always get so sentimental about my old friends I have no connection to these days. and Im extremley bad at keeping up the friendship and Im sure other poeple are the same, if you would try to get in touch with your old friends Im sure they would be happy that you took the first step