I hate the fact that it’s only Tuesday today since I really haven’t felt like working lately, at all. I find no joy in what I do. None whatsoever. It’s crucial that I get into college next year because I don’t want to work in a thrift store anymore. I’m meant for greater things. That sounds cliché but it have to be true because if I’m not meant for greater things than being a sales clerk I might just as well go and die. Seriously, I can’t see myself living this kind of life year after year. This job, this town, this everything. It’s all bringing me down.

Besides whining I’m not doing much. Right now I’m listening to the angriest industrial music I can find because it gives me energy and god knows I need that. The weather is so grey here. I’ve barely seen the sun in weeks and it makes me so tired. Sunshine always gives me energy and makes me want to get up and do things. A total lack of that obviously has a great effect on me. So, I listen to fast and furious (no pun intended) music. It livens up the day. Recommend me some more of that will you please. Industrial, angry, fast.