Nervous

You know how happy I am about uni? I am happy and I’ve been happy ever since I found out I got into the classes I wanted to take. Now another feeling have replaced that initial happiness. Fear. Fear of failure.

And what caused this sudden change of feelings? Reading about my second assignment for my Animation with Flash class did. It’s nothing spectacular really. I just need to write a project description of the Flash movie I’ll be working on for this class. A minimum of two pages. I know that’s not a lot, I know I can write this, I know I’m very good with words, I know I’m very creative. Still I’m nervous because it’s been so long since I did something like this. Besides re-taking a high school maths class back in 2008 I haven’t studied for almost eight years. That’s a long time.

I feel stupid for being so nervous but I can’t help it. I guess it’s only natural to be nervous about going back to school after all this time. Oh well, if I could get a good grade in maths (which I hate) I can do this!

/rant

  1. Fear of failure is very common when you’re trying to achieve your goal. I have that fear when it comes to finishing my book. I’m sure you’ll be fine. pick a subject your really interested in, something you won’t get bored with. Don’t have your exceptions to high, and remember that your just beginning.

  2. Firstly, I am sure you can do it! And it’s normal to worry a little bit at the beginning, if anything, it shows that you are interested in what you are doing so you worry about it, it’s not like you don’t care about failing because you want to succeed. It does not seem bad if you look at it that way. :) I wish all the luck for your assignment!

  3. I think almost everyone’s afraid of failure. But I feel that even if I failed in something despite me doing the best I could, I think it wouldn’t be such a bad thing. I mean, it’s better to have failed knowing you did your very best, than to have failed knowing that you could have done better.

  4. I know how you feel. I took a 3-year-long break after high school, and when I finally started college I was scared to death that I wouldn’t remember anything and I’d fail. Ultimately, though, I realized that I was there to learn. That’s the whole point of school: to learn, and as long as you have a desire to do that and to achieve your goal, you’ll do fine. Plus, you’re smart and talented, so I don’t think you have anything to worry about. :)

    As a side note, I don’t think I ever told you how much I LOVE this layout! It’s one of my favorites that I’ve seen. I love the header and footer, navigation, and the font you used for the title and headings.

  5. have to say again the point of your course is not to write. it’s to make stuff with computer, so writing is secondary. even though you are superior than most at writing you worry?, stop worrying woman and be happy all the time ok!

  6. It is perfectly normal to be that nervous – but don’t let it consume you. I bet if you try to not think about it or worry about it and just remain excited you will do awesome! :) I hate that you have to write all of the time for computer courses now – let me prove my skills, not write about them! I am sure you will do fine because you are a great writer (at least from what I have read here)!

  7. Hey if I can pass maths, anyone can! I make the stupidest mistakes in maths like 2×5=15 haha and for a moment I actually thought that was correct :) Don’t worry about it, you’ll do great! I don’t think you have anything to worry about! Relax :heart:

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