Monthly Archives: November 2010
Stupid and elitistic fan behaviours

There are some fan behaviours which I think are really ridiculous.

First there’s the female fans who hate on the girlfriends/wives of their favourite rock stars. Like poor Lyn-Z who’s married to Gerard Way, the lead singer of My Chemical Romance, who appears to be every emo teenage girls crush. When they got married there was so much hating on her going on online. Teenage girls who called her a nasty bad person, proclaiming she was all wrong for Gerard and that the relationship wouldn’t last. Jealous much? And who are they to say she’s a bad person? They don’t know her. Their reaction to their marriage shouldn’t be a stream of hate. If they truly look up to Gerard they should be happy for him! Not to mention trust his judgement. He obviously loves her so who are they to say she’s wrong for him? Do they honestly think they are better fit to decide that than he is?

The other fan behaviour I find ridiculous is when the fans of alternative underground bands become upset over the success of their favourite band. You’ve all seen the discussions. A band make it big and all the sudden some of their hardcore fans consider them sell-outs. This is another situation where the fans should be happy for the band rather than trash talk them. Do they really think the band doesn’t want to reach out to even more people with their music? Do they think the band doesn’t want to be able to live on their music? These people often also proclaim that the “new fans” doesn’t get the bands music like they do. Oh no, discovering a band when it’s already famous or through popular media automatically means you’re a lesser being who’s just jumping the bandwagon and doesn’t really get it.

It also appears to be wrong to like a bands most popular songs. Like I am much more fond of HIM’s earlier CDs which just happens to be the most popular ones. I once told someone that and got the reply “Oh, so you like their most famous stuff” in a condescending tone. Yeah, so? Is there something wrong with that? Maybe, just maybe, that material is more popular than the newer stuff because it just happens to be better? No matter the reason for popularity apparently it’s all wrong liking well-known songs.

I’ve got the same reaction by telling someone Temple of Love was my favourite song by The Sisters of Mercy. “The one everyone knows” was what the person called it, in a condescending tone. So? Just because that was my favourite song by them (it isn’t any more) it doesn’t mean that’s the only one of their songs I’ve heard. At the time I had actually been a Sisters fan for years and heard pretty much all of their songs. And once again, perhaps it’s the most popular song because it’s a really good song? But of course, liking a bands most well-known material is not alternative at all and made me a lesser Sisters fan.

Elitist bullshit.

Anyone wanna exchange Christmas cards with me by the way? :)

Rainbow books

It’s such a shame my inactivity in the blogosphere has made my site loose like half of it’s visitors. The daily hits used to be twice as many and I used to get a lot more comments as well. I really miss that. Oh well, it is as it is.

Today because of computer malfunction I’m in a really crappy mood and therefore don’t have much to say. I’ll leave you with some photos instead.

In August I bought tree more books in the Vampire Chronicles series. Just a few more and I’ll have all of the books.

the vampire chronicles

Here’s my entire collection of books. 413 in total. Organized according to colour.
books organized according to colour

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Dear internet, we need to talk. This just isn’t working for me.

I have a love/hate relationship to school. I love it because I study things I have chosen to study which I obviously find interesting. Things which can lead to a career I’m very interested in pursuing. Things which are not only something I have to do but are actual hobbies of mine. That’s the love part.

Then there’s the hate. The hate is because of one reason and one reason only: too much school work. Lack of time. No matter how fun a subject may be, when you’re working on three different assignments in three different subjects at the same time and there’s not enough time, things aren’t peachy keen any longer.

Lately there’s been a lot of hate and a lot of stress. Because of that stress I haven’t been able to begin with what I think will be the best school assignment ever, and I do mean that as in EVER, as in during my one year at kindergarten, my entire nine years of elementary school, three years of high school, 6 months of re-taking high school maths and almost a year at uni. Yes, this assignment is that cool. I’m designing a house in my 3D modelling class. That doesn’t sound so cool you might think but I assure you it is because it’s not just any house. It’s the house of my dreams and rest assured my dreams are elaborate. Think the Addams Family minus the spider webs and filth plus Victorian upper class plus contemporary Gothic influences. That’s the house I’m designing, or rather, will design once I find the time to start the project.

That’s my main problem right now. I don’t have the time to start this amazing project because I have smaller – still fun – but not that fun assignments to take care of. That brings more hate to the situation.

All in all, my life isn’t ideal right now. But I have a solution. When you lack time there’s one thing which is only making it worse and that is… the Internet. The Internet is this great time stealing evil which since I do 90% of my studing in front of a computer (kind of hard not to when you study things like 3D graphics and Graphic design for the web) is distracting me a lot. I mean come on, it’s there, right in front of me, all the time! How can I not find an excuse to check DeviantART, Twitter, Facebook, my E-mail and all the other sites I regularly visit?

Well no more of that. Since I’m very busy I can’t have any distractions so I’m doing something very drastic. Something radical. Something I’ve never voluntarily done before in my life. I’m… taking a break from the Internet. Only until Monday but this is the first time in my life I have set a goal not to use the Internet for a set period of time. Not using it because I don’t feel like it is something else entirely. I will feel like checking my DeviantART fifty times a day, but I won’t. There will be one exception but only one. I need to announce the winners of a contest and give the prizes (premium memberships) in one of my groups on DeviantART on Saturday. That’s not for me but for the group and contestants and I swear to god I will not do anything but that. Other than that, no Internet for anything but school related things.

Whether I succeed or not will be easy to find out. See me on Twitter, DA, Facebook or any other of those places I frequent on the great world wide web, well that obviously means I’ve failed. If not, well then it’s a discipline so rare so please applaud. That last thing might have been a Manics quote but I would appreciate virtual applauds.

And with that my friends I bid you adieu. See you Monday!

A design for life

Good evening!

Tonight I should be either writing an essay about web 2.0 and social media, designing a scene in 3D, read a book about Swedish working class culture or one about graphic design. Am I doing those things? Obviously not because I felt like blogging instead. Good for my site, bad for my school work. I need to start working on that 3D scene tonight. I haven’t even started, it needs to be finished tomorrow and the tutorial is 27 pages long. Woe is me!

I started a new course this week. Graphic design for the web. I’m really looking forward to this because the graphics bit is what I need to work on when it comes to web design. I only do basic web design based on XHTML and CSS but I do that well. The next step is to become good at graphics too. Maybe in the future I’ll try to learn JavaScript and PHP but for now I feel that mastering XHTML and CSS is good enough. I also really like to learn ActionScript for Flash (that’s what you use when you make Flash web sites) some day. So far I’ve only done animation in Flash.

So what’s going on besides school? Absolutely nothing. And I mean that in the strongest sense of the word. During my free time I hang at deviantART, watch movies and TV-series and actually found myself time to read a book which isn’t school related. Basically I don’t leave my apartment much but why should I? It’s not like there’s anything to do in this town and winter is here so I really don’t want to be outside at all right now. There’s actually snow on the ground. Snow! I hate snow!

I thought I’d end this post with a couple of photos.

I made my desktop pretty last night. A new wallpaper plus changed backgrounds on my calendar and to do-list widgets. The pretty boys are Richey Edwards and Nicky Wire of The Manic Street Preachers during their glam era in the early 90s. Aww, the glamour twins. :heart:

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manic street preachers desktop

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