Dear internet, we need to talk. This just isn’t working for me.

I have a love/hate relationship to school. I love it because I study things I have chosen to study which I obviously find interesting. Things which can lead to a career I’m very interested in pursuing. Things which are not only something I have to do but are actual hobbies of mine. That’s the love part.

Then there’s the hate. The hate is because of one reason and one reason only: too much school work. Lack of time. No matter how fun a subject may be, when you’re working on three different assignments in three different subjects at the same time and there’s not enough time, things aren’t peachy keen any longer.

Lately there’s been a lot of hate and a lot of stress. Because of that stress I haven’t been able to begin with what I think will be the best school assignment ever, and I do mean that as in EVER, as in during my one year at kindergarten, my entire nine years of elementary school, three years of high school, 6 months of re-taking high school maths and almost a year at uni. Yes, this assignment is that cool. I’m designing a house in my 3D modelling class. That doesn’t sound so cool you might think but I assure you it is because it’s not just any house. It’s the house of my dreams and rest assured my dreams are elaborate. Think the Addams Family minus the spider webs and filth plus Victorian upper class plus contemporary Gothic influences. That’s the house I’m designing, or rather, will design once I find the time to start the project.

That’s my main problem right now. I don’t have the time to start this amazing project because I have smaller – still fun – but not that fun assignments to take care of. That brings more hate to the situation.

All in all, my life isn’t ideal right now. But I have a solution. When you lack time there’s one thing which is only making it worse and that is… the Internet. The Internet is this great time stealing evil which since I do 90% of my studing in front of a computer (kind of hard not to when you study things like 3D graphics and Graphic design for the web) is distracting me a lot. I mean come on, it’s there, right in front of me, all the time! How can I not find an excuse to check DeviantART, Twitter, Facebook, my E-mail and all the other sites I regularly visit?

Well no more of that. Since I’m very busy I can’t have any distractions so I’m doing something very drastic. Something radical. Something I’ve never voluntarily done before in my life. I’m… taking a break from the Internet. Only until Monday but this is the first time in my life I have set a goal not to use the Internet for a set period of time. Not using it because I don’t feel like it is something else entirely. I will feel like checking my DeviantART fifty times a day, but I won’t. There will be one exception but only one. I need to announce the winners of a contest and give the prizes (premium memberships) in one of my groups on DeviantART on Saturday. That’s not for me but for the group and contestants and I swear to god I will not do anything but that. Other than that, no Internet for anything but school related things.

Whether I succeed or not will be easy to find out. See me on Twitter, DA, Facebook or any other of those places I frequent on the great world wide web, well that obviously means I’ve failed. If not, well then it’s a discipline so rare so please applaud. That last thing might have been a Manics quote but I would appreciate virtual applauds.

And with that my friends I bid you adieu. See you Monday!

  1. Your “dream home” sounds amazing, something I would love to see after you finish it!

    I know what you mean by the internet being distracting. It gets in the way of my editing all the time. So yeah, I don’t blame you for taking a break. I wish you luck on it.

  2. Assignments are evil, end of story! Even the fun ones tend to end up being stressful just because of the study demands. :( I do hope you get to work on your 3D house model though! That sounds absolutely awesome: I can definitely understand why you’d be keen to start working on that.

    And of course, good luck with sticking to your temporary internet ban. I like that quote, too…is it from one of their songs, or just an interview? Forgive me, I wouldn’t have a clue! =/

  3. Even though I’m not in school anymore, I remember your pain and still have some issues with it today. My job does all it’s documentation online, and of course I tend to need to do a lot of that from home. A first it was an overwhelming push and pull to work, or mess around on the internet. Finally I reached a peace, and have certain times of week and during the day when I do work online, and my impulse to look at other things has mostly submitted to the schedule.

    Good luck with it, it is really hard!

    Though my school wasn’t for computers, it involved a lot of papers and research, which of course was entirely on computers . . . there were a lot of late nights on livejournal and a lot of mornings furiously typing in Word.

  4. I think your dream home sounds really cool:)

    Good luck with staying away from the internet. Lord knows it’s not easy! I know what you mean. I tend to get distracted quite a lot while doing school work:P

  5. I really feel the same way about school. I love learning about new things, but it’s such a time block x_x Especially since so many sciences are needed here, and I’m really not too interested in science. I have better things to do with my life! xD

    I’m sorry that school’s been stressing you. BUT that does sound like a really, really fun project! I have a house-making program on my computer, but it’s not too good :3. I love designing houses, and creating a gothic house would a) take a lot of work but b) be absolutely lovely :D

    I hope you have fun during your departure from the internet. I wish that I could have that kind of willpower lol!

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