The sky is grey and it’s raining. This is a bad day.

After I’m done hoovering I’m gonna shut the blinds and ignore the world outside my window. It’s just too depressing to look at today. I plan to spend the afternoon and evening in bed, watching Jericho, NCIS, Two and a Half Men, Sveriges fulaste hem (Sweden’s ugliest home) and Svenska Hollywoodfruar (Swedish Hollywood wives).

Plugs: Pauline, Kristine, Milla, kitty, Kelsey, Alyssa, Cecilie, tiff k, MIMING, Aly

Today I saw a doctor for fifteen minutes. Guess what that costed me? 300 SEK! That’s about 28€. That may not sound like a lot of money and compared to medical bills in other countries (hello USA) it’s probably not much. It is in Sweden though.

I know that I have a maximum of 45 minutes with the doctor so if I stayed for 45 minutes it would be 100 SEK (9€) per fifteen minutes. Which still is a lot. Now I only stayed for fifteen minutes though so my visit costed me 20 SEK (2€) a minute! I wish they had charged me per minute instead. Or even better, that I had talked to the doctor on the phone instead because this visit was pointless. We talked about my medicine, she said we’ll continue with the same dose and gave me new prescriptions and that was that. Well that’s 300 well spent!

Plugs: Saturnine, Ivy, Mik, maria, snez, April, Sakura, Holly

I’m just in such a fucking bad mood! One of my cats peed in my bed and it’s too late to do laundry. This means I have to sleep under itchy wool blankets which it’s way too hot for. Now I’m in such a bad mood that every tiny mishap makes me want to scream and break things. When I lived in my parents house and was home alone I actually did scream out loud when I was mad and things didn’t go my way. It was something very refereshing about it. I can’t really do that anymore since I live in a flat and would scare the shit out of my neighbours if I started screaming at the top of my lungs.
I’m so fucking mad! When I get into a bad mood like this even a small thing like dropping a fork on the floor makes me want to throw things into the wall. Now THAT’S something I wish I could do! I really can’t so intead I write a angry blog to let out at least some of the steam.

And now I’m gonna make a sandwich and peppermint tea to snack on while I watch another episode of “Road To Avonlea”. If you live near me and hear someone screaming profanitys at the top of her lungs it might be me having dropped the butter knife or something.

Plugs: Belinda, Tin, Sandra, Gabriella, Kira, Marie Claire, Bre, Shrew, Sophie, Suz, Chelsea, Destiny, April, Samantha, Anna, Irene, Gel, Olivia, Laura, Mihoriel, Ivy, Christine, Julie, Sakura, Jhoice, MOHAMMED, Maria, Anonymous, sarahc, Esme, Monet, Gryshee, aileen, Sarah, Nicole, biscuit, Justin R, Ria, Kelly, Nile, Qim, Gabrielle, Rachel-Rebecka, Deanna, Sophie, Fia, Bekah, Bekah, Vashael

Today’s been blah. A rainy, dull and depressing day. I’m sick of every aspect of my life. I think it’s the time of the year that’s affecting me this way. I always get more or less blue every autumn because of the darkness and general dying of everything beautiful in nature. There’s nothing even remotely nice about fall. The world turns grey and brown, cold and dark. All the colours of the summer fade and even if the sun shine it’s not warm. I feel like everything around me is dying and my mood drops and stays low until April.

This is one reason behind my boredom which I wrote about in my previous entry. Of course I don’t want to go out when the world outside my window is all grey and cold. So I stay inside and become terribly bored. I’ve decided on my new hobby though. A few people recommended knitting so I’m going to try that out. I’ll start with something easy. Probably a hat. Wish me luck!

Plugs: tiniwini, Nancy, Sophie, maria, Belinda, del, Niki, Elriowiel, Irene, Mihoriel